My mom died of lung cancer, my brother shot him self in the head, my best friend was shot in the throat right next to me in Iraq and died. Those are just for starters.
If I wasn't going to joke about something that effected people around me, I would have a pretty damn short list of things to laugh about.
Spoiler alert, we are all going to die. Some will be long and drawn out, some will be quick and painless. Some early in life, some late. Its not tragic, its inevitable.
Might as well have fun with life and how crazy it can be. We will all end up in the grave one way or another, doesnt really matter how we get there. Ahhh..Excuse me sir........

I believe it does matter how we get there. Wow.

Let's see...

Bullet to the skull

or.......

Die of a heat attack with a chick polishing the knob?

I'll be over in that loooooooooong fucking line. :grin:

Good evening 352.....

Startin a band......

Meet my drummer.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kvJElTaR5kM

I’m not going weird here but I don’t read Keys words as bashing the Raiders at all. I take it to mean something along the lines of maybe being cut is what will make him reinvent his attitude and be the wake up call he needs to excel his game. I don’t think it will work for his football skills but I still don’t read it as “bashing” the Raiders. Maybe it’s because when I was in my early 20’s I found myself in jail one night and it allowed me to reassess my life for a few hours. Without going into details, looking back, going to jail that night may have been the best thing that happened to me as it forced me to make a decision to go left or right at the fork in the road I was traveling. Too sappy? Not at all bra. Spent my 18th birthday in court......18 months later...... never went back.

At any rate....far too many players leaving the Raiders with similar comments over the years.

So basically Kolton Miller left as the only contributor from the 2018 draft. Two things a Raiders fan can always count on; a bad defense and wasted drafts. That's why I can't get excited about the draft anymore.

Raiders war room..........


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Cowherd was talking about him on his show today. He said he is like Eli Manning. Season stats are not worthy, but SB stats are. Some believe that, that is enough to get you in.

Branch should have gone in B4 Swann.

I totally understand your position, I tried to help addicts for years, I finally got to the point where I couldnt take it anymore. The lying, the stealing, the relapse. Even when they "recover" many times they are never really the same.
I can say though, after my first tour in Iraq I was a freaking mess. I knew something was wrong but I though it would just go away. It got worse and worse, I would seek help, I took meds, and would think I had it under control, but I didnt. I was angry, violent, suicidal.
It got to the point where I would go without sleep until I would hallucinate. I didnt even know what was real anymore. I literally went years on less than 2 hours sleep a day. No one at work or frineds even knew what was happening becuse I just kept pushing through.
Took different meds, got a little better, thought I had it handled, but I didnt. I starded obsessing over things. I had a lifted truck and I was convinced some one was going to step off a curb in front of my truck. So much so I would avoid driving. I was always projecting disaster on every situation. If I took a shower I would think my dog was dying choking on her food and I would run out of the shower to make sure everything was ok. I would hear explosion or screams for help when I would run the lawn mower and would have to cut it off every few minutes to make sure everything was normal.
It took YEARS longer to get to where I am now, which is close to back to normal with no meds and counseling 1 time a month.
My point is, many times when you are battling with mental health, you "think" you have everything under control, until you dont.
Barrett has mental health issues AND addiction. Its a deadly combo.
You can trust me when I tell you he has massive internal pain. When that injury and pain is on the inside it can be hard for others to understand. Sometimes when people tell you "why dont you get help" it can feel like someone telling a blind person "why dont you just see?".
It feels like nothing will help. Many turn to drugs and alcohol to numb the pain and escape, but it only makes it worse. It is terrifying when you cant trust your own mind.
So Im not saying he is worthy of your sympathy but I would say its important to understand that one of the most dangerous parts of mental illness is your brain rationalizing your behavior. It feels so hopless at times you think nothing can or will help. I know you speak the truth because I have lived it with my wife's son. We are right now dealing with another episode.

God bless you....Thank you for your service.....stay the fucking course.....and if you ever want to talk...PM me and I'll give you my #.

There is not a person who walks this earth that does not display the scars of the cross he has been given to bear.

Xramfan wrote Fri Apr 02, 2021 7:56 pm:Moderna shot # 2 8 hours ago and all is good with no side affects. Still getting spider man suit tailored fir my needs

It's a good feeling. Congrats.

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It gets easier, as we get older
It gets easier to say, "not today"
And it gets easier, as we get older
To say, "go away, not today"

I don’t have to do
One damn thing
That I don’t want to do
Except for missing you
And that won't go away

It gets easier to say "some other time"
It gets easier to tell the world to wait
And it gets easier to watch the world fly by
And tell it, "I will catch up, but not today"

I don’t have to do
One damn thing
That I don’t want to do
Except for missing you
And that won't go away

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-8Jz3VW7rYk

A candy-colored clown they call the sandman
Tiptoes to my room every night
Just to sprinkle stardust and to whisper
"Go to sleep. Everything is all right."

I close my eyes, Then I drift away
Into the magic night. I softly say
A silent prayer like dreamers do.
Then I fall asleep to dream My dreams of you.

In dreams I walk with you. In dreams I talk to you.
In dreams you're mine. All of the time we're together
In dreams, In dreams.

But just before the dawn, I awake and find you gone.
I can't help it, I can't help it, if I cry.
I remember that you said goodbye.

t's too bad that all these things, Can only happen in my dreams
Only in dreams In beautiful dreams.

What up 352......


Hope you and yours are well this good friday......




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Just for you catholickers.... :grin:

Just a couple things right off the top.....

1, You probably don't want to do this if you are employed.....

2, You definitely don't want to do this if it is where you work.....


Ohio woman arrested over an April Fools' Day text about a possible active shooter

A 57-year-old woman was arrested Thursday after an apparent April Fools' Day joke about a possible active shooter at the manufacturing plant where she works in Springfield, Ohio, the local sheriff's office.
Pamela Sisco was at the Navistar plant when she texted her sister that a man who had been fired the day before had returned with a gun and they were all hiding in locked offices, Clark County Sheriff's Office Maj. Christopher D. Clark said in a statement.
Sisco's sister called authorities at 11:44 a.m. She told the dispatcher she was afraid to text her sister back if they were hiding, CNN affiliiate WHIO reported.

Clark said they scrambled law enforcement to the plant from multiple agencies.

"Every available unit, to include our surrounding villages and townships, responded to the scene and the first Deputy made entry into the facility at 11:46 AM," Clark said.

Law enforcement units checked the facility and found Sisco, who admitted "she sent the text message to her sister as an 'April Fool's Joke,'" Clark said. "No threat of any kind was found to be inside the plant."
Sisco has been charged with "inducing panic and disrupting public service," the statement said, but charging documents were not available.

"Ms. Sisco placed a lot of people in harm's way this morning over a stupid April Fool's Joke," Clark said.

It is not clear whether Sisco has retained an attorney at this time.

https://www.cnn.com/2021/04/02/us/springfield-ohio-april-fools-text-arrest-trnd/index.html

Fade2SilverAndBlack wrote Wed Mar 31, 2021 9:59 am:INSOMNIUM - "The Conjurer"......

https://youtu.be/NEiTHHdOXlE

This should have been promoted as a FSA....

Great sound/ fantastic graphics/ just plain in your skull good.

Nice post. Thank you....I enjoyed that.

Yeah shit changes when you aren't living off of mommy and daddys dime anymore, now millennial are about to figure that out. Can't say my generation has done them any favors. Or yours. Not sure how old you are. I'm not at all interested in a political thread.

I just want to leave the next generation in a better place than what we inherited. My generation is failing them.

I tell this all the time to the wife.... I would not want to be born today.

All those "RIGHTOUS" counter culture hippies of the 60's sold the fuck out

and became everything they claimed to be against.

GUYDON wrote Wed Mar 31, 2021 8:33 pm:Im a tinfoil man. I always have a bunch around, because, you know.... mind control.

Stop crying.....you'll rust.



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Just tell Rainman to shut the fuck up and count the toothpicks.... that is if you can find the time between starting new threads every 5 seconds.
:grin: HA.

That's what you said about me in the nascar thread.

If it wasn't for guys like me...

who da fuck you going to get to entertain you? :grin:

Rainman56 wrote Tue Mar 30, 2021 2:39 pm:WTF is with this buddy buddy shit in the beef thread...smh

Sorry. I'm not sure what came over me. Damn that pot.

UMMMMM Let me see......

FUCK YOU.

How's that?

No team plays their starters more than a series or 2...that's it.

I'm with ya that the preseason helps give exposure to unproven players, but coaches know what they have in practice.

What's the prize for worst place?

Probably the most anticipated wkend in the race season was the demo derby.

Powder puff race was always good for the ladies.

There is only ONE CrispyCreme in CT.
:crying:

Its at the indian casino .... more then an hour drive.
:bawling: No problem Jerk......You have tugged at my heart strings.....Every week from now on.....

I am going to send you a pic. :beer:


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I love cooking on open fire. Nothing like being outside and cooking over and open fire to get grounded for me. Especially on the beach... or in the hills.....or in your back yard......or anywhere.......

Good for the soul no doubt.

You are correct my good man.

It does connect you back to earth....... what's important. .....when we do this it is always with family and friends.

:beer: